Those That Hate the Self – Short Story

“I’m ugly. I’m powerless. I’m fat and gross. Everyone who looks at me only sees a worthless slob who has no self-esteem, no self-control, and no self-confidence with a habit of self-destruction and self-deception.” Carol looked at herself in the mirror and repeated the honest facts out loud. Self-actualization was important after all, at least that’s what her therapist told her. “I eat too much. I work out too little. I hate myself and I hate the world for making me feel this way.” She wasn’t supposed to hide her feelings. It was best not to ignore them or else she would internalize it and go insane like all those other fat people who were worthless members of society Read More

Playing It Cool – Short Story

The clouds were gray and the ground was barren with sand and the bodies of the dead. It was an endless mass of corpses stretching over the horizon, each face smiling with glee, each warrior happy to die fighting each other or a robotic army or horde of fantastical creatures or another nondescript enemy, mostly out of anger, stupidity, and boredom.

This landscape was something I used to be proud of. I created the deserts, I created the tombs, the catacombs underneath, the hidden bunkers, the ruins of perpetual darkness, the overbearing sun and the creatures and monsters therein. But before I opened up this simulation to the gamers of the world, I marveled at the sand and its infinite configuration, how it slid down hill after a slight disturbance or how the grains floated on a slight breeze. Now the sand dunes are covered with splotches of red and black, rifles and other unimaginative weapons sticking out of the shallow graves Read More